loveWe all know the feeling of despair creeping onto us, while we're holding hands with happiness.
We all know how dreadful it can be, letting something go that just seems too beautiful and perfect to ever make it slip off your mind.
Because there's always something - just one tiny detail about life that completes our dailyday, and helps us looking at the bright side of life for just one seconds - reconsidering our options.
Do you follow me, or am I going too fast?
It's just that yesterday I went to a cute little shop, wrapped in lovely colors, and right there in front of me was a package of new, shining, spherical crayons, and they were just calling out my name, craving my attention, and of course I had to buy them, because I have an unspoken love for crayons, and paitingbrushes, and so I did.
I woke up this morning with a trembling lust for using my new crayons, though I always let them rest at least four days after I've bought them.
And then I to my great horror discovered that my mom had acidentally dropped them on the floor, when she wanted to put them away for the night, and all of the poor little things were buckled.
What I experienced was one of those moments.
I had just fallen in love with my beloved crayons, and then they died, and I had to throw them out.
A moment ever so perfect - turned into something awful, leaving me undead on the floor.
It just sucks wanting to create and foster something, and then finding that you don't have the materials to do so...
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